Monday, April 18, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

what it takes to be me

i KNOW i am a maknenek..... but only in terms of 'melawa', fashion and make-up. yes, i am proud of that. i alos know where i stand in the 'beauty' scale la. just that i am always perasan-ing to have a higher level of self confidence. heh! i am also glad that i have friends that have always been there for me, be it physically or emotionally (since i'm so far away). i do NOT take sides..... soufi (my fashion maknenek lover. heh) said that i'll never takes sides even when the facts are obvious. i have reasons why.

because i know that when ppl kiss and make up, nothin else mattered. and if i had taken sides, i'll be the bad guy all along. its also because i know that when things don't go so well between some ppl, they started out on the wrong foot.

there are nice sides to each and everyone in this world. even hitler was a very gentle person with his direct contacts. he has his mum's freakin photo on his table for goodness sake. when people make comments, well...... MAYBE they wanna be acquaintances? yes, the possibility to be crude and sarcastic is always there. but what if the nature of that person IS like that? my father is so freakin sarcastic and ........ errmmm..... kinda rude at times. but i have learnt to accept him as who he is. i don't have to stoop to other ppls' level to get even. believe me, i won't stoop so low just to satisfy myself.

i don't like to be judge, neither do i judge. i know that judgemental idiots don't like me for me being myself. and i really appreciate people who don't judge me (and that's not many i tell you). so what if i have 'unusual' characteristics? i don't hurt anyone. i don't bother anyone at all... once i leave, i'm gone.

i hate naggings. i hate to nag and to be nagged at. if u have a problem with me, just tell me straight in the face, not dig up my entire past, bend the facts and suit it to ur topic of nagging. and it'll be WORSE if u nag at me when i'm tired and when i'm right. only typical uneducated 'makciks' can nag (and that's MY opinion thankyou very much).

what do i think of judgemental idiots? i'd say they're not well exposed to the world. they live in their own pathetic shell that they consider 'the world' and they BELIEVE that everybody should do the things they do and act the way they act. judgemental idiots think that everybody should think the way they do as well. sadly, everybody has their own opinions and i'd say everybody is right in their own way. so why judge? don't judge. its not good. you'll end up lookin like a blardy fool.

ps: to my two friends, my opinion is that u guys started out on the wrong foot. but that's JUST my opinion.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 5:55 PM < +